Dear reader,
This mornings letter is going to be a short one. I think I’m a bit nervous for work today. I got sick on Tuesday and I’m a bit terrified of how things will go down at work.
Will I get the shame face or the “they should’ve called in sick if they were going to be sick” face. Oh reader I don’t know what will go down. Hopefully everything all goes well. right????
You see this is my first job. I haven’t got sick in like a good minute. They’ve been on me for being a bit late here and there, but with a lot of work happening and needing to get done we were already short staffed.
They said it was okay, but looking back, all I saw was the sighs and long faces get pulled. Oh was that my imagination or anxiety playing up. I nearly cried cause I didn’t want to be a burden.
I have a chronic illness, so it’s a bit hard not to not get sick. I think I’ve been doing well so far. I don’t even know what made me sick. That Tuesday, I was a bit out of it and stressing cause I had came late. Could it have been the stress?
I do overwork myself, but no. Here I go overthinking. I will not let these thoughts overpower me. If anything today is a new day and I must be brave to face it and go forward. Yeah reader, that’s what you’d say to me right.
